Get em’ Mama
Tumblr, first blog imma noob to this so bare with me lol. Im not the type of person to blog about shit but i feel like i should just cause i have hella shit rushing through my mind right now. Last day of school is tomorrow 5/29. Jeff is boutta graduate, dammm years go by faster than you think because im realizing that imma bout to be a fckn’ SENIOR wowwwww. Im not really exited bout it cause I already know imma be stressin out and thats gonna lead me to age faster due to the fact of stoging too dam much. I really need to quit sooner or later but i dout i can lol. Me and fags been comming up with our own packs lately and I really need to stop spending money on faster death, its what ever though aslong as i love it, i say “its worth it” 50 or 100’s ill smoke it. Talk about summer..I know that imma be doing me and do what me and fags regret not doing from the start. Its not the same as last year though, and to think about it, it doesnt seem the last day of school last year wasnt too long ago. But all i know is that last summer school days shits on this years.HELLA BAD. Everything changed even though thats just the way it is. Im really bummed out how Fags is gonna be moving to San Jose SOOON and im gonna fuckin miss her (xinfinity) hoe homo tho, shes the only bitch i can trust and will EVER trust. On the real though its iffy to trust others. Mamas been telling me that from the start, but now my mind is set. Trust NO one. I mean i can be hella cool with someone and i can kick it too but i dont think i will ever trust. It will take alot. From my opinion, I dont think i need to trust anyone else. I already got 2 people I trust the most Fags&Jeff. Fags-shes been a real true homegirl to me since i was a 6th grader: shes not just a homegirl,more than a bestfriend, but family to me. I consider her as a sister. we been sisters since the day we started kickin it and shes the only one I would Ride or Die for. Jeff-LOL hes my brother, I trust him, I love him even though he gets on my last nerves at times (haha) but I feel like i can put my whole world in his hands. So yeah, choppin it up Im tryna get shit faced this weekend, Havent gotten that feeling in hella long! only the feeling of being Lit and i just dont like yackin all the time.
Ive been thinking about that one person and i think its starting to get to me now =/ I just hope that he doesnt think that im just trying to avoid him cause my phone is disconnected right now. Me and fags needa hop back onto our “reading” dreams LOL
I just wish that I could have someone to make me happy ya digg?
