Burn' One

I’m just too blunt with my emotions when they’re real. It means I’m vulnerable.

i feel u(via missmaximo)

Rest In Paradise Sophia Fernandez

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Dam thats hella crazy though. I had her in my first period and last year she was in my 3rd period. I didnt really know her like that but we conversated a couple times. she was really nice.

17..Just one more year

Dam 17..IM STILL YOUNG! haha. My birthday was yesterday but didnt even really seem like it was, Although i got a SPECIAL birthday present ;] But daymm that made me sleep in like all my classes haha. anywho, me and fags finally got our shit but ya know, its gonna be gone in like a couple days. Its kinda sad how i didnt really spend time with family for my bday =/ but honestly its always like that. and spending time with my sissybitch already makes me happy NO HOMO LOL. We was chilln at my house thinking about what i want to do. I hella wanted to go out and eat but no one was home. So me and fags decided to go to Grand Buffet. and even though it was my bday, i used my own money LOL its all good tho. Dinner was 12.50 per person but i think i spent more than that..(stupid bitch was about to forget to give back my change) hahaha. and what got to us is that we wasted hella money! we barley ate shit. i only got like 3 plates and didnt even finish it. Then fags was like “we should of just went to taco bell” WOW HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. i would of been down to only spend like 5 or 6 dollars on taco bell! hahahah damm the things we do. Sometimes we dont even think about other good choices. but good thing i didnt really make my money worth it. i didnt wanna get TOO bloated like new years LOL. we gained hella weight that day! after we ate we smoked for a bit and went to the mall, i bought new tounge rings FINALLY!

But daymm the whole day i had that nigga on my mind. I’m feelin him alot. When i was with him, i felt like we were together. and i havent felt like that in hella long. Oh yeah switchin it up a lil, I also heard some old stupid shit which got me pissed off, i dont know why the fuck you would bring our names into it again. We didnt even do shit. we dropped it cause its childish. talkin bout we fake, yeah your pathetic for that. It seemed like you used us for company. Dam your just one cold ass bitch.

Fuck Today

I havent really blogged for a couple of days cause i get lazy lol. I had a koo weekend. Me and fags finally got our 2 packs! but fuck i already killed my first pack in 2 days. yeah i needa chill offa that. We hella thought that we wasnt gonna get our stoges or go out on friday night but ended up the other way around ha! Went to the hyphy shop with fags,brian, and tong. then went home burned a few and had a conversation with fags. I smoked my lucky, and Rex called her and said go to kevins. We got hella happy (lol) and we started walkin there pretty fast haha. When we got there we was just posted by the pool for a bit and then waited for kevin to finish his hot shower hahaha. I was rollin off a Green Alien but fuckk. made me hella depressed throughout the night. When we got to alfredos party, it hit me hella hard and i kept smoking hella stoges to boost it up. I gave fags like a lil less than a half and she was rollin too. Rex and AJ gave us a light show which got us trippin out. Saturday, i felt hella incomplete cause my dad used my phone for the WHOLE DAY. It was kind of a bad day for me and fags cause she was gettin bitched at and i missed out on alot cause i was phoneless. We went to Rexs house for Richards bday. It was koo while it lasted. Left around 10:45 cause fags had to be home by 11.(i hope you dont go back to your 11o’clock curfew!) but i wasnt really trippn cause i was lightweight tired. On the way home Rex was giving her a lecture about how to deal with getting bitched at and i was just in the back listening and taking his advice lol. Got home, got my phone back from my dad and fuck..I HELLA MISSED OUT i was soo pissed!

Today i just stayed home, i kinda worked on my english homework but didnt get to finish it yet. I got into a argument with my dad and that led to more drama. My mom was putting hella shit on me talkin about im the out of control one in this family.WTF i barley do shit. but ya i know sometimes i disrespect and lie but they need to understand im just a teenager. Its whatever though. its just a phase that every teenager goes through. but overal today can Suck My D*ck

First day of Senior Year

Gahh daymm its my senior year already! First day was koo. Its just hella funny how my and fags never get split up! well even though we dont a class together, our first period is right next to each other. we even got the same lunches again. but this time i got early. i havent had early lunch since my freshman year. It didnt really feel like the first day of school though, i even woke up hella late today! my fuckin alarm clock didnt even go off. i woke up to sams call which was at 6:35am and we left like at 6:50 damm thats a bad way to start off a new school year but w.e its just the first day. It was nice seeing everyone again and im lightweight satisfied with the classes i got. but the only thing thats fucked up is that i got 2 parenting classes! wtfff and i didnt even really sign up for it. but idk i guess ill stick to it cause its a easy A. So far i like my 2nd(government/econ),4th(Human Realations/parenting),and 6th period(English 12 cp) just cause you know, them BBC’s LOL! HAHAHA foreels though i got a few up in my classes. It fuckin sucks how theres senior project this year!!! dammit man! That will just put more stress on me. I was going to do mines on massaging thearpy but i might just do it on nails. My neighbor owns a nail salon and she can be my mentor lol. After school i finally burned one with fags. it felt really goooood. i just needa get my own pack asap. After i took a quick nap and then went to the mall with my auntie sho,fags, and riss. I got a dress and 2 pairs of shoes. Picture day is tomorrow already! dam i think this year is gonna go by really fast.